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You got me feel so attached since the first day you said 'hi'. Thats a very typical thing for a sweettalker like you. Did u still remember how everything flows? The goodluck, goodmorning, goodnight texts u sent to me? You should know how tht knocks into my heart. You got me feel really attached again when you said youve been waiting all day long for me to text u. You know how girls love those kind of words dont you? As for the fact that u got a lot of girls than boys on ur family tree. I might sound creepy now cuz i stalked u everyday back then. But now not anymore. The things keep going and my dead butterflies on my tummy went flutters back around since ive known you. I even got my mood swings when you didnt text. Theres the day when you didnt text me in like 1 week and suddenly you said you starting to like me and my voice. God knows how happy i was tht time.. if only i knew you were lying.

Not only that, i even got the sense of doubt when u prioritize ur sleep and game and whatever over me. Thats obvious. I doubt u bcuz of that. Ughh now i feel like i want to kill you. The next day, you do it again. U didnt text and stuffs. That was the day i became the most miserable lady in the world. Well thinking about it back again makes me feel like im a clingy person. When actually im not clingy at all. Next thing i know you only show up just by liking my posts.. so i started to lost my senses and my thoughts went wild to my past life. My past life as in my past relationships. I was feeling very gloomy and down that day. Bcuz u remind me of my love life back again!! Ugh

He probably read that and went give up. I took a photo with my cousin that is a boy and there....... it all ended. Just like that. Boom. I tried to talk but didnt get any reply from you. That was the last attempt from me for wanted to talk to you. I feel like im a piece of junk

I didnt move on though. Wherever i go, i always think that you are near. And you would see me and fall in love to me back again lol. Whenever i saw a blue motorcycle going on the road i will look at the driver's face and be broken back again. Shizz. That was hurtful


Whats even more hurtful when the very next day you make a random conversation with me and i saw ur pic with her. Whats even worst that you made it as ur main profile picture. My heart was sinking.all thats going in my head was 'how could you treat me like that?'

Hm im not that type of girl who easily cry you know. I was just frustrated. Very frust. And i wonder thought how could u do this to me? What kind of person are you? And stuffs. Physically stopped caring but mentally i give fuck to anything, shizzz well think about it again. She was ur ex gf and u getback with her. Im nothing compared to her. Shes prettier, smarter. There.... my insecurities kill me again. Haihh so thats the end if our story.. we were something but now we are like a total strangers, i hope you know that i loved you bro. I never told u this and u surely have no idea how attached i am to you. But what cn i do then? Life should move on. This may take a long period. But i will surely able to cope this. Hmmm