Legooo

we broke up :/ i was the one who ask for it. he at first threatened me by saying he's gonna commit suicide. but he didnt haha. why we broke up? because of some secret tht is too private to talk. i was so down yesterday i didnt even eat. i only stayed at my room with those fucking stupid clothes everywhere. i cried yesterday night. i just miss moment we used to have. his voice, my first date. and i still remember he wakes me up on fasting month. remembering everything just make me wanna cry.
My phone, there's no point checking out the phone now. because its no more vibrating. no one's gonna txt me after this again. and there goes the silly forever alone life. wtf kan wtf?
But then i realized, why like this? i should go move on. we just doesnt meant together. thx kj, afiq for the advice.
oh did i mentioned me and kj fight? i forget about it anyway. love you baby girl im sooo sorry k muah